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Today has been one of those days.   Not a horrible day.   I’ve certainly had worse in my life, but it was a trying day nonetheless.   And when you have trying day after trying day, you just start to feel beat down. But it seems not many people talk about those days.   A friend of mine did tonight, and it was like a breath of fresh air.   So as I was lying in bed feeling her pain and remembering my own, I decided to write.   For anyone else that can relate.   For anyone else that might read this and think “Yes!   I’m there too.” Before I say anything else, let me say that I know how blessed I am.   I know that on the outside, my life could look amazing.   I have a great husband who works so hard to provide for his family, a beautiful home to bring us shelter, two healthy daughters...   And you’re right.   It is great.   And I’m sure on the outside everything looks wonderful.  But sometimes, on the inside, on days like today, it’s also very lonely and very defeating.   Tod